writing // pop-up film screening of ELLIS by JR // event review by elizabeth scholnick


i recently asked my good friend, elizabeth scholnick, of mindbreath magazine, to write a recap of an event we attended some months back. lizzy is now the first official cultureisland contributor and overtime i'll be adding more voices to the mix.

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one evening back when the weather was a bit warmer and coats weren’t of season i was invited to see jr’s new short, ellis. in ellis, short for ellis island, robert dinero faces brisk new winds on america's new land, as his voice takes us on a journey through silent retreat back when new footsteps and louder voices pierced the halls of the abandoned buildings you see in ‘ellis’. 

the event was held in a youthful and spacious venue called: interface. interface is a place that brings together like-minded individuals – one where culture, ideas and people come together to collaborate in meaningful conversation. this particular event was hosted by pop-up art event.

as we sat down, we were handed wireless head-phones, allowing each of us our own unique experience with the film. after an introduction by juliet, founder of pop-up art event, the lights went off, and action! immediately, it felt as if we were immersed in an imax theater both visually and auditorially. it was like we were actually a part of the film. the glittery snow, dinero’s voice, and the history of how people came to america were brought back to life by stark black and white images JR had pasted to these old, decrepit buildings. all fourteen minutes of this beautiful feature made it all worthwhile to come out that evening. 

at the end the lights went on and we were then succumbed back to reality, back to the present america, new york, new york. then, several people shared their stories and their grandparent’s history of how they made their voyage into america during that time. it was all very interesting to here people’s stories, and how they connected to the film. it was an interactive experience for everyone. 

then a talented and powerful young woman read her prolific poem that truly connected to what was happening that night at interface: 

"life liberty and the pursuit of happiness" by herina ayot 

fairytales sell us a lie of an american dream that isn't possible. we build a false idea of a happily ever 

after that exists in the confines of our imagination.

searching for our piece of the american pie, finding only obstacles. crossing the atlantic to build a stronger foundation... what's happened to god's creation? african, indian, asian, and haitian. red, yellow, 

black, and white, we're all precious in his sight. looking for a better life in a new location. international migration.

but we find only more frustration.

land of the free and home of the brave. white picket fences and yellow brick roads built on the backs of slaves.

whose land is this?

whose dream is this?

i can see it in the distance but how out of reach this is?

they say the grass is greener but there's a thorn on that side. a much greater divide. a lot of demand that's under supplied.

a very long line.

many nights i cried. many nights i died simply trying to survive.

america the beautiful. a broken system frought with lies. rags to riches...heh...see, theres a whole lot of 

gliches. i had to lay on my back to avoid the ditches. avoid the snitches. those sons of bitches.

and all i hear is "go back home." go back to lithuania, go back to mexico. go back to africa, go back to romania.

but "home" is a place i long ago left. no rest for the weary. ancestors rich in history but poor in theory. 

"forward" for me is much more than a slogan taught. blood sweat and tears was the rate for this new home 

i bought. i left sodom and gomorrah. no pillar of salt. looking for a new home. peace love and shalom. i 

won't forget my culture, but when in rome...

when in rome... do as the romans do. move like they move but to yourself be true. walk that walk. talk 

that talk. i'll be a good steward in this new home i bought.

america ain't all it’s cracked up to be, but far greater, far sweeter than the stuff i seen. for now i'm free. 

this anniversary, a kind of jubilee. my new life here is not a static thing. it moves. it breathes, a kind of dance under an apple pie tree.

and i may not have an academic degree, but i've come from sea to shining sea, bearing this existence to a 

more tolerable degree. i'm praying for life and liberty.

america america god shed his grace on me.

everyone that night could feel how many of us were there because of our freedom, and because of what our grandparents and parents made for us here. for those who grew up in new york and know the backgrounds of many of these streets, how much of this creativity we have to thank to those very souls plastered and remembered because of jr. like robert dinero says in the beginning of ‘ellis’: “i remember the sound of the wind as i was falling asleep… “ we all awoke to another day on this beautiful land of america, united, and it was another chance for acceptance, change, opportunity and creative expression to live on, as it always has.


writing // my first huffpost article // lost and found: how starting a passion project changed my life


i'm beaming. yesterday, huffpost women published my story. i'm beyond excited to share my experience from starting cultureisland this year. i've learned so much and it feels damn good to be able to put it all out there for the world to see. i hope you'll take away some knowledge and inspiration from it as well as share it with your friends.

please click here to see the article on their site or read below!

lost and found: how starting a passion project changed my life.

three years out of college, working in the corporate fashion industry and living in new york city, i was frustrated and lost. i had great opportunities and creative freedom in my job, but i wasn't accomplishing everything i hoped.

i was ambitious and always talked about the many things i wanted to achieve -- yet when it came to following through, i faltered. i was tired of being the kind of person who says she's going to do something, but doesn't actually do it.

i wanted more for myself.

between jobs, i went on a trip to europe. with my next career move set, i considered how things would be different moving forward: would a new job make me feel more fulfilled? would this opportunity make me a happier person? what did i really want out of life? amidst mental clutter, i came to the realization that i needed to start doing things for me, not just for my day job.

i decided it was time to start my own passion project.

it was on a boat ride around stockholm, a city made up of islands, that the name "cultureisland" struck me. it just clicked. it fit perfectly with my love for all things tropical and my desire to create a place of cultural curiosity and exploration. i had been collecting inspiration on tumblr and instagram for years, sharing the various things i found beautiful and interesting. this could be anything from the color palettes of bathrooms to the signage on bodegas and trucks.

i was inspired but i was not creatively fulfilled. collecting these "inspirations" was no longer enough. i wanted to engage with my cultural curiosities more deeply, examine them more closely, write about them, and learn about the people behind them. and with that, i set up a website and started my "small talk" series.

i set out to interview creative people from all walks of life, starting with some of my good friends who inspire me most. some of my first conversations were with fashion designer max gengos, photographers tribble & mancenido and artist tipi thieves. i also began retracing my steps, reaching out to shop owners behind cool stores i had discovered on my travels, like ibiki of montreal and kiosk of reykjavik.

i quickly realized how many people around me were doing something creative, something inspiring, and something worth sharing. so far, i've done 26 interviews and, with each conversation, i've gained invaluable wisdom and knowledge. it is with the utmost discipline, dedication to their craft, and self-confidence that these individuals have experienced personal success. i'm grateful they are open to sharing their stories with me and i'm honored to share their stories with the rest of the world.

another aim of this project was to bring my inspirations and ideas to life via collaborative events. years prior to this, i curated a pop-up art exhibit with my longtime pal and art world friend rachel stekson. in my first professional job, i organized company craft hours, field trips and an employee art exhibition program giving all kinds of folks the chance to "get artsy."

i love the idea of bringing people together and celebrating creativity. with cultureisland, i wanted to build on this passion further so i started organizing events around new york city. i've done six so far, have two more scheduled for the near future, and many more in the works. each event is different than the last. in an effort to connect the virtual and physical worlds of cultureisland, i also started partnering with subjects of "my small talks."

although planning these events hasn't been easy, i've managed to create and execute them with little to no money. i've heard a lot of "no's," and there have been many times my invitations to participate were just ignored. these setbacks have taught me how to not give up, how to be more patient, and how to think strategically. now i see the word "no" as a challenge and an opportunity to work harder, keep pushing forward and dream bigger.

these experiences have taught me how to pitch an idea i truly believe in. i'm also not afraid to reach out to people i don't know or to ask for what i want anymore. it has taken a lot of time, energy, and patience, but i'm finally feeling fulfilled. creating things i'm proud of with people who share similar passions and beliefs -- those who also value collaboration, taking chances, learning and sharing knowledge -- has brought me deep joy and satisfaction.

i take pride in the fact that cultureisland is a work in progress, constantly evolving and expanding. the journey has to be embraced and i am not putting pressure on myself to have all the answers right now. instead, i'm collecting lessons and ideas as i go, building a community where i feel i belong and forging the future i've always wanted. i am embracing being an amateur, listening to my intuition, and having an incredible time doing so. i now have the utmost clarity about what i want out of life and what i stand for.

in turn, i've become a kinder, more positive and more grateful person. i'm not so overwhelmed or frustrated anymore; instead, i'm totally at ease with where i am in life. i used to think professional and personal success were synonymous, but now i'm finally creating for me. and i'm a happier me because i'm getting out there and doing my thing.

i'm starting to think bigger picture, including larger scale events and taking the cultureisland experience to other cities. i'm flattered when people reach out to me and ask to work together. i also hope to diversify the kind of projects i'm doing. because of the steps i've taken, my big dreams of making a magazine, book, or film, or owning my own space, don't feel so crazy or impossible anymore. i wake up every day excited to see what comes next and what there is to discover.

recently, a friend attended a ceramics sale i organized at a vintage store. she purchased a piece of pottery and later told me that it inspired her to get back into making things. she's now enrolled in a ceramics class. this was a huge moment for cultureisland. nothing makes me happier than hearing that something i put into the world inspired someone else to take on her own project.

to whoever reads my site, comes to my parties, or even follows me on instagram: i can't thank you enough for supporting this venture! i hope the knowledge i've acquired will inspire you to start something of your own. i am confident that with some hard work, some courage, and some faith, you too can find ways to merge your interests and lead a meaningful and mindful life. perhaps you already are, and for that i commend you.